Around here the seasons are changing and with them our little man. This spring he is a little bit older, a little bit taller, a little more grown up. It's hard to grasp the fact that time isn't going to slow down and our baby boy won't be a baby for long. Life has been so busy lately, so many changes, so many things to get in the way of dedicated time with just me and my little man. So when I saw him standing at the screen door, looking intently at the leaves blowing around, I knew this was a moment I wasn't going to get back. I slid the door open and out he ran...
Without hesitation he began running around the deck, laughing hysterically as he made circles around me, as if he was playing his own little version of duck, duck, goose...
Pausing momentarily in a curious stare over all the little creatures flying around him or the noise the deck would make when he stomped his feet...
He wasn't worried about missing his favorite cartoon, playing with his favorite toy, what he would eat for lunch, if the house was clean or the laundry was folded. He simply enjoyed all the little wonders God put around him...
And the only thing he asked of me was my time and attention. It wasn't in the words he said, but in those eyes and the toothy smile. It was the way he lit up like a Christmas tree when I ran circles with him. It was that infectious little laugh when I would chase him from corner to corner...
It was in the way he would take a break just to sit in my lap and talk about the birdies or the kitty that lives next door...
He just wanted me! In those moment's, on that deck, I "Found" God. He used the most precious gift He has ever given to me to remind me just how precious I am to Him. How He longs too for nothing more than time with me. He reminded me that He doesn't want my clean house, my folded laundry or my next pinterest project, He just wants me! He reminded me of Matthew 6:26:
Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they?
I am worth so much to Him! He reminded me I need to slow down and not feel like I need to accomplish everything, just enjoy the little moments running around on a deck.
So run we did, the dishes and laundry will always be there later.
Blessings!
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